Who am I... ? Cognitive functions typing

Hi! Welcome to the forum! You strike me as PiFe, probably NiFe. Later I'explain why. By the way, do you identify with having 152 as tritype in the enneagramz?

Hi morsecode,

Thanks for your warm welcome.
I will patiently wait for your detailed explanation

I am still on the discovery bus regarding my tritype. When I take online tests for fun, I always get types 1, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8 equally, nuts hah?
But primaly, I am a perfectionistic freak full of inner anger so I read a bunch of stuff available on Internet and identified myself as 1w2 as core type.
I also identify myself more with 4 than with 2. But your suggestion is worth exploration, I like to consider all the choices before making my own opinion.

EDIT Hah you were a loot more quicker than I  THANKS!!!

I am doing a million things at the same time

NiFe...
I am now reading everything I can about cognitive functions as I am kinda fed up with MBTI and stuff.
Need to understand all that properly. You cannot just divide and put people into boxes like this.
I always score in the middle of everything, except N, it's just annoying, I do not trust it anymore.
The only thing I was sure about that I was a Ti user. I thought I would get it as one of my leading functions... surprise, it's not

Hi TheLogicFan,

You've just broken that sweet dream of being leading Ti user :-SHow will I survive?
Thanks for your output anyways

You are not the first. I also thought I was a Ti-lead at first when I joined this site.  

Just remember that in CT each type uses all of the 4 functions they have. So you can still be great at using Ti even if it’s not your lead function.

Yes. As TLF said, 'in CT each type uses all 4 functions they have. So you can still be great at using Ti even if it’s not your lead function.'

And the fact that in some cases (which is maybe your case with your second oscillation wheel Ti/Fe and mine with my second oscillation wheel Ni/Se) we seem to be so at some with the subpolar function and the fact that we are not isolated cases is something that really deserves research imo. As I said previously, cases like this seem more common with Ji-leads and Pi-leads, than with other leads, and I'd also say that when the Perceiving function pair is Ni/Se (in both Ji-leads and Pi-lead) this seems even more common... cases like this, of subpolar usage seeming more natural than first support process usage.

quoting anna: "As far as Se goes, it's not that strong. Physical education and team sports was a nightmare for me at high school"

I love when I have the chance to see Se users (no matter if lead, polar, support or subpolar) giving testimonials on how they perceive Se in themselves. Se seems to be the most nebulous function so far - as least for me... especially how it is manifested and how we can detect it through instrospection. Maybe, I wonder (and I've been wondering about it a lot xD), it's due to the fact that Se is by nature such an immediate process [when it's in action, when it's being 'used']: it instakes things exactly as they are, in such an 'unprocessed', blunt, raw way that... it confuses Se users to detect when it's being used. It's the nature of Se, a very specific and peculiar one, incomparable to any other function - Se process is actualy so uncomplicated, raw and 'in the face' (in terms of process) that it's even hard to understand, ironically. xD (No wonder I've spent so much time trying to figure it out xD and I still am).

The experience you had with physical education and teams sports is exactly the same I had. It was a nightmare at high school and before that (since early childhood). It was a nightmare. I never understood WHY WHY that subject existed at school. I found that completely lacked of meaning. A bunch of people sweating and running after a ball, seemed to me nothing more than plain stupidity for me. Also, the difficulty I had to sustain my attention at the present moment and tendency to be carried aways to places that were not where all those things were happening, made it hard for me to sustain those classes. And being that was my nature. I am sure I was born that way.

A deeper look on how the support process is not rarely supressed, especially in NiJes and JiSes in favor of the subpolar function seems important imo... and now that we have in hands a reliable and empirical instrument to acess function usage, this deeper look seems closer than ever.

Hi Shivaree,

I am 33 and I learnt to be more assertive with time, I just needed, it was vital.
If you'd talked to me 4 years ago, you would have thought "what a little insecure thing I got in front of me..."

I also work in a completely male dominant sphere, we have a lot of video conferences, so I am kinda trained.