Am I actually even an Alpha?

woah! you look so different in the first video Hrafn I definitely see Ne>Si too. I think you're probably right about being NeFi-Si, a lot of your expressions seem quite Fi to me and you also have quite a few Si signals mixed in with the Ne. The quality of your articulation actually reminds me a lot of a close NeFi friend of mine who has both Te and Si consciously integrated. Interestingly, some of the interests you describe having, food and subsistence hunting, are a lot like those of his as well. He's an amazing cook and spends a lot of time in the kitchen creating vegetarian recipes. He's also into subsistence gardening and wilderness survival tactics. He's always thought of himself as an introvert, but I think when Fi is high up, even if it isn't dominant, it can lead to kind of shy, introspective tendencies. Looking at my friend's development, I think upbringing likely has a lot to do with how a NeFi relates to their functions. He was home schooled and got very into doing projects on his own, keeping journals, etc. but relationships have also always been a really important motivator in his life. I'd describe him as an ambivert, but his interest in the world around him and need to be consistently engaged in something gives his extroverted nature away.

I wonder, what role has connection to others played in your life? Do you feel that having people in your life is important to you? And what about alone time, how much time to yourself do you feel you need?

(btw, it's so awesome you're a cultural anthropologist! What a wonderful topic to work with, I've always found it so fascinating. And the fact you get to do field work is pretty cool too ^^ From what I understand, not everyone gets an opportunity like that.)