Post by Deleted on May 27, 2013 17:13:38 GMT -5
Okay, the time has come to face with the reality out there.
I was tested as TeNi by the people on this forum. I will not question whether that is true or not. I will assume that this is true.
I personally think that I do not fit to the description of TeNi. Why? Because reality of the life that I am living in shows complete opposition to that. I am not a successful person. Far from it. If by any standards to describe me...the academic vernacular would be a LOSER. Why? Let's fill the blanks:
1) I did not pursue career in my professional education. I simply walked away from it...
2) I am 32 years old and not married. Probably would be married soon. But still, that's kinda a bit late...
3) I do not hold any professional carrier. I have no stable income by social standards...
4) I cannot stay in work place for long. My average work time in each company is 3 month.
5) I have no friends. I don't even talk with anybody. My every conversation with anybody turns out to be the most argumentative and the most shocking for the person I am talking to. There is no need for that person to talk to me ever again.
6) I have no group of like-minded people. You would suppose that I would find some after changing 10 jobs in a single year. You bet you wrong..
7) I will not even lift my finger for an activity that I am not passionate about. No matter how much money or anything else it promises...If I see no "intrinsic value" in it...I am pretty much leading a miserable type of life. Nobody sees me. Nobody knows if I am dead or not. I do not even know how far this "drifting" will go.
8) My life is full of up's and down's with no light at the end of tunnel.
9) I do not know where I belong. I am not a leader. Nor a follower. Who am I?
10) I do know who am I, but I do not find any familiarity with anyone. Am I crazy?
11) I can be very cold person. Very focused on something and very disregarding of everything else. That scares some people. Am I crazy?
12) I am not a calculating person. I am honest. And direct. I am bad businessman. Things that I value are not valued by anyone else. And I do not value anything that others seem to value. Am I crazy?
The above are probably a short list of what I have. I will try to add more as it will come to my mind. The above things are not a good description of what a TeNi is. Whats going on?
I was tested as TeNi by the people on this forum. I will not question whether that is true or not. I will assume that this is true.
I personally think that I do not fit to the description of TeNi. Why? Because reality of the life that I am living in shows complete opposition to that. I am not a successful person. Far from it. If by any standards to describe me...the academic vernacular would be a LOSER. Why? Let's fill the blanks:
1) I did not pursue career in my professional education. I simply walked away from it...
2) I am 32 years old and not married. Probably would be married soon. But still, that's kinda a bit late...
3) I do not hold any professional carrier. I have no stable income by social standards...
4) I cannot stay in work place for long. My average work time in each company is 3 month.
5) I have no friends. I don't even talk with anybody. My every conversation with anybody turns out to be the most argumentative and the most shocking for the person I am talking to. There is no need for that person to talk to me ever again.
6) I have no group of like-minded people. You would suppose that I would find some after changing 10 jobs in a single year. You bet you wrong..
7) I will not even lift my finger for an activity that I am not passionate about. No matter how much money or anything else it promises...If I see no "intrinsic value" in it...I am pretty much leading a miserable type of life. Nobody sees me. Nobody knows if I am dead or not. I do not even know how far this "drifting" will go.
8) My life is full of up's and down's with no light at the end of tunnel.
9) I do not know where I belong. I am not a leader. Nor a follower. Who am I?
10) I do know who am I, but I do not find any familiarity with anyone. Am I crazy?
11) I can be very cold person. Very focused on something and very disregarding of everything else. That scares some people. Am I crazy?
12) I am not a calculating person. I am honest. And direct. I am bad businessman. Things that I value are not valued by anyone else. And I do not value anything that others seem to value. Am I crazy?
The above are probably a short list of what I have. I will try to add more as it will come to my mind. The above things are not a good description of what a TeNi is. Whats going on?