Post by Auburn on Aug 13, 2017 5:43:55 GMT -5
Ni Ego
You experience reality in a timeless manner, viewing everything as an unbroken continuum between prior events, all things here today and yet to manifest. You are holistic in your understanding of the world. Everything is relevant in some way to everything else. And to you, this moment is but one bead in a long chain spanning into the past and future, propelled forward into predetermined outcomes through a global inertia and unseen but undeniable forces. You may resonate strongly with spiritual topics such as meditation, the law of attraction, karma and synchronicity – using them to gain a better understanding of what these longstanding forces are and how they are woven into the causalities of the world.
You’ve often developed a reputation as a “seer” among those who know you best. You can make a lot of conclusions from a few points of data, as every impression you experience is felt as arising from a pattern even though this pattern may only be partially understood to you. Some may describe you as fatalistic, but you feel that others underestimate the causal weight behind certain governing dynamics. You feel that superficial appearances can be deceiving, and you aim to discover what lies behind the scenes or out of plain sight. The specific moments you come across in life are far less important to you than the fractal realities they emerge from, and which you archive daily to form a greater and more accurate map of how the world unravels.
However, you sometimes lack the ability to imagine alternatives to your singular vision, seeing certain things as inevitable. Because of this, whenever the target happens to be outside of your predictive range, your suspicions may seem like unwarranted superstitions or conspiracies to others. This can be especially challenging when you lack the words to communicate the dynamics at play and how they bring about the current landscape and state of reality. You may speak in very poetic in cryptic language as you struggle to give articulation to the highly interwoven panorama you experience.
Ni Conscious
You are someone who likes to perceive reality by tracking the evolution of themes; whether it’s in your personal social group or on a global level. You hone your perceptive focus around how a few facts can be responsible for wide reaching impacts, and you use subtle sensory details to read into bigger and more longstanding patterns of the world.
Without much effort, you relate all inputs into a mental plot graph and intuitively draw a line of best fit to project the trajectories of different platforms. And when things happen as you anticipated, you may remain unimpressed – as the impact of the event already happened for you internally at the moment the trajectory was first calculated. You are rarely without an intuitive suspicion about where a certain field will go, and have a general appreciation of how every field of life affects all others in a holistic way. You have a steady and settled perspective of the world which gives you a level of resistance toward the chaotic and spontaneous. You prefer to be methodical, focused and are selective about your impulsiveness.
But you may also have a somewhat esoteric bent and find yourself exploring the continuity between the psychological and the physical, the personal and collective, or the societal and the aeonic. You have a more specialized understanding of certain topics, and in these fields your sense of prediction can be very keen or seem almost clairvoyant to others – while you see it as nothing magical; just what is obvious to any who has been paying attention to the facts in a similar manner.
Ni Subconscious
Your experience of the present will be difficult to synthesize within a consistent schema. As associations are brought to mind by the present, they will be incomplete – often connecting things together in muddled or criss-crossed ways. This may cause erroneous projections of outcomes and a general confusion about the future. When you try to rationalize using a broader global context, your ideas will get farther and farther from reality the more you elaborate.
You may find yourself avoiding certain things because of superstition, or refusing to try new experiences because a bad feeling looms over the thought. A single bad sensory experience can cause an irrational avoidance of an entire genre or topic. As you struggle to form a panoramic view of how life’s larger causalities functions, you may find yourself tinkering/playing with esoteric domains, feeling there is something there; unseen but interweaving seemingly separate events together. But ultimately you will feel very little control over the experience, its interpretation, or what emerges from it.
Ni Unconscious
You live your life with a notable divorce from any past or future context. You have a hard time escaping the immediacy of your experience or slowing down enough to grasp the wide-scale effects which result from this moment. The metaphorical and mysterious are not topics you like to dabble with; preferring to deal only with what you can clearly sense. You have little tolerance for flowery speech or prose, as they only obscure and over-complicate the reality that is obvious and right before you.
You can be impatient, restless and fidgety; needing some animation at all times. Some may see you as being shallow or vain; having little to say outside of your immediate tastes and interests. You compensate for this lack of foresight with quick adaptation to the situation, but this approach will be quite taxing and ultimately imperfect. Your lifestyle will inevitably lead to logistical problems due to a lack of anticipation, causing repeated mistakes and violations of social laws.