Ni/Se or Si/Ne? (Typing Request)

Thanks Auburn Si/Ne was the direction I was leaning, and I think both are closer to consciousness for me. I appreciate the typing of Ti subtype/Ego as I think it touches on some themes in my life/behaviors. For example, I love the invigoration I get from arguing with people (more in the form of me preaching) but during the process I notice myself getting more anxious/and feeling strained. I think this is due to my desire for Ti, in the form of meditating and ruminating on my reasons (as throughout the conversation/monologue I become aware of a multiplicity of "Drives" that I have, each of which are worth exploring for the sake of reduction or negation (Ti) in order to remove value conflicts (among other things).

So I think I feel energized by the extroversion, but also drained by the growing awareness of "undiscovered" parts of my psyche, particularly surrounding "feelings" (Fe). Actually I was quite intrigued by part of the "proactive ethical judgment" article/excerpt as follows:

"Like Fi, Fe is a different phenomenon than the emotional register – the locus of instinct – but its entire operation revolves around managing those instincts in individuals. Because of this, the persona, the ego, the shadow, the sexual function, the anima and animus concept, the mother and father concept, and their resulting emotional experiences are the domains of Fe’s concern. If the development of the Fe user is typical, then from countless micro-judgments spanning across many years of life, the individual will have a general, intuitive understanding of how these instincts interact in a real-time situation."


In real-time, I get a shadowy sense of these things, and sorting out which belong to me (nature), which I'm consciously identified with, and which are programmed (nurture). My relationship to them conjures up images to my mind of a mystical nature. These "drives" (instincts [Values?]) can seem like ghosts, or Servitors in my unconscious landscape, whose interaction I'm inclined to initiate, but whose purpose or motivation is yet unknown to me.  I see an interplay of what I think is Fe and Ti, as I these instincts (Fe) not only as information, but something that could "possess" me. Ti strikes me as the "rules" or "laws" governing my minds connection  to those "spirits". By knowing the correct phrases and wording, and by knowing what governs them, I can be free to interact with them without fear of being subject to their influence (influence being; passions, convictions, etc.). Sometimes I stay away from delving out of fear, but sometimes my curiosity is just too much. I'd say that touches on my particular "myth" a little more closely than what I've read on here, though I relate to Fe and Ti anyways. 

I hope the metaphor translates.


Also, could you folks add a FeSi-Ti subtype to the profile list? there's just a repeat of FeSi-Fe there.

As opposed to the Se eyebrows

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that l have been talking about.

Am I wrong to think that the Si eyebrows resemble the Fi eyebrows?