Post by klara on Nov 16, 2018 9:41:04 GMT -5
Hi! After reading through the site and book and forums, I thought I'd finally take the jump and post a video of myself. It's super weird to me to post myself in such a format and so I was a bit shy while filming, not sure how that translated to my signaling. So, obviously, I was hoping you guys could help me type myself. I can never really figure out what I am, I guess my life could be described like I'm going through a constant identity crisis . I feel as though I'd been pushed by my family and early-life surroundings to conform to a sort of an 'ideal' form which in itself is nothing like my natural state... through the years I have been becoming more and more aware that it's very true to myself to feel like I'm the odd one out in the family with my craving for freedom, change (as opposed to routine) and emotional intensity. I used to doubt that gut feeling in the past and sometimes still do.
Looking at the videos of me, I've mostly identified as FiNe although judging solely by description, I tend to feel that TiNe fits well too. I'm pretty sure I have a Fe smile though, is that something that would singlehandedly exclude Fi?
Here's a bit of a backstory to the vid.
I was born with underbite and asymmetry which I'm now getting corrected (currently waiting to get the green light for surgery). This makes my upper jaw sort of flat and concave in proportion to my lower jaw which is jutting forward. It makes my lips move a bit weird, with the lower lip being more dominant and the upper appearing like it's not moving much. I'm guessing you will all see some asymmetrical mouth going on there --please be aware that it could be caused by my skeletal deformity.
Another thing, in case you don't get through the whole video, in the later half I'm explaining that English is not my first language (I'm Polish) which could also mean that I have my mind constantly engaged in a process of translating from one language to the other, hence the extended pauses. I wonder if it's a good idea to send in another video for comparison, one where I'm talking in my native language, so you can observe how I work when my mind is undisturbed by an extra activity. Please let me know if that would be the case. I'd be happy to create more content if only for the purpose of deepening all of our understanding of how things work with the mind being engaged in different ways .
Hope this is enough for now! Let me know if I can help you help me in any other ways .
Best,
Klara
Looking at the videos of me, I've mostly identified as FiNe although judging solely by description, I tend to feel that TiNe fits well too. I'm pretty sure I have a Fe smile though, is that something that would singlehandedly exclude Fi?
Here's a bit of a backstory to the vid.
I was born with underbite and asymmetry which I'm now getting corrected (currently waiting to get the green light for surgery). This makes my upper jaw sort of flat and concave in proportion to my lower jaw which is jutting forward. It makes my lips move a bit weird, with the lower lip being more dominant and the upper appearing like it's not moving much. I'm guessing you will all see some asymmetrical mouth going on there --please be aware that it could be caused by my skeletal deformity.
Another thing, in case you don't get through the whole video, in the later half I'm explaining that English is not my first language (I'm Polish) which could also mean that I have my mind constantly engaged in a process of translating from one language to the other, hence the extended pauses. I wonder if it's a good idea to send in another video for comparison, one where I'm talking in my native language, so you can observe how I work when my mind is undisturbed by an extra activity. Please let me know if that would be the case. I'd be happy to create more content if only for the purpose of deepening all of our understanding of how things work with the mind being engaged in different ways .
Hope this is enough for now! Let me know if I can help you help me in any other ways .
Best,
Klara