TiSe: The silent guy, listening in.
May 16, 2013 2:45:02 GMT -5 by obscuritynone
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Post by obscuritynone on May 16, 2013 2:45:02 GMT -5
My life as a TiSe, has been one straying from most stereotypes depicted for "my kind". I am not very much so into mechanics, and or extreme sports like both the SeTi, and TiSe are supposed to be into. I find myself often just being the guy in the corner, with eyes focused in on all around me, listening in, but never joining the conversation.
Most of my life I've been this way. Minus close friends and family, of course. When I was a kid, I always loved getting outside, riding bikes, my scooter, and whatever else I could get my hands on. I enjoyed injury too, always thought of it as an achievement of a sort, however this changed upon taking up video games, junk food, and T.V. Though... Changed right back again, upon becoming an adult.
Most my teen years, I spent just being as I described above. The silent guy, listening in. I beat myself up due to a strict code I held, of what I SHOULD BE, and I was always feeling down, because I knew that I wasn't necessarily living up to my potential. So I did nothing but revel in my own demise, like a fool. Lashing out on all around me.
Throwing that crap aside, because it's over with. Now I am a much more mentally, and emotionally capable person, with a stable stucture (internally), who needs to get his shit strait (externally). Such as the essentials, a vehicle, a license, and my dreaded G.E.D. (I never did like establishments, definitely not school). So, I'm much more developed now, and psychological typology, has given me a strong sense of who I am now, and how I fit in this whacked-out puzzle.
Gladly, I embrace all that I was, and wanted to be. Rather than clinging to the persona('s) of circumstance, and mood. What is a TiSe? Otherwise known as an ISTP, The Craftsman, Artisan, Mechanic, etc? Well... I'm a young man, whose realizing his own potential, and becoming far more aware, of just how much of an impact I can have on the world, and just how much I want nothing to do with it, but oh-so need to. I'll never change, I'll never be like my SiTe Father and FeSi Mother, but an individual, with his own rules, his own guidelines, and forever straying from any path, that is not my own.
Thanks, -O.N.
Most of my life I've been this way. Minus close friends and family, of course. When I was a kid, I always loved getting outside, riding bikes, my scooter, and whatever else I could get my hands on. I enjoyed injury too, always thought of it as an achievement of a sort, however this changed upon taking up video games, junk food, and T.V. Though... Changed right back again, upon becoming an adult.
Most my teen years, I spent just being as I described above. The silent guy, listening in. I beat myself up due to a strict code I held, of what I SHOULD BE, and I was always feeling down, because I knew that I wasn't necessarily living up to my potential. So I did nothing but revel in my own demise, like a fool. Lashing out on all around me.
Throwing that crap aside, because it's over with. Now I am a much more mentally, and emotionally capable person, with a stable stucture (internally), who needs to get his shit strait (externally). Such as the essentials, a vehicle, a license, and my dreaded G.E.D. (I never did like establishments, definitely not school). So, I'm much more developed now, and psychological typology, has given me a strong sense of who I am now, and how I fit in this whacked-out puzzle.
Gladly, I embrace all that I was, and wanted to be. Rather than clinging to the persona('s) of circumstance, and mood. What is a TiSe? Otherwise known as an ISTP, The Craftsman, Artisan, Mechanic, etc? Well... I'm a young man, whose realizing his own potential, and becoming far more aware, of just how much of an impact I can have on the world, and just how much I want nothing to do with it, but oh-so need to. I'll never change, I'll never be like my SiTe Father and FeSi Mother, but an individual, with his own rules, his own guidelines, and forever straying from any path, that is not my own.
Thanks, -O.N.