New video to type me

Wow, this is a big surprise. I've always felt that it would be "better" to be TeNi instead of TiNe, and this is quite ironic.

I do think that this isn't an accurate reading though, but I will produce another video that is lengthier, shows my full body, and I am also being interviewed by someone to have it as natural as possible. I will also illustrate the points that I've read from the CT literature that address some of issues I have with my reading. As much as I'd love to accept being TeNi, I think it's a flattering "type" to be, I do still think I am TiNe but this will be concluded after I show my final video. The second type I would've thought to have been, although would've been hard to accept within my psyche/identity, was to be NiFe.

I appreciate the typing and the time everyone has taken, I just want to provide as clear information as possible before I accept my final reading, which I'll have to do at any point since this was my goal after finding out about CT.

Some points I want for us to discuss

1. I've been prescribed Adderall, Ritalin, and other stimulants for ADHD the past two years. These are theorized to bring out the "Te" in people; as people have put it in other typology forums. At the time of this video, I believe I was on a dose of ritalin. I will do two videos where I am completely not on stimulants, and when I am so that we can see if there is a difference.

2. My eyes are often very tired due to my rigid contact lens wear. I do believe that this can be mistaken for Ni. At the recording of this video, my eyes were strained. This might be harder to control for future videos as without contacts I am completely blind, and I cannot wear glasses as they do not correct my vision. Due to my eye condition, and that these lenses are hard plastic, there is a lot of strain and fatigue in my eyes. This does give me a sort of "perma-bored" look because it's just tiring. 

3. When I smile, and I've mostly tried this through artificial smiles, according to this diagram I do use the zygomaticus major muscle, based on feeling the contraction on my face as I smile. I especially do not notice any contraction of the depressor anguli oris. I will try this sometime when I have a natural smile/laugh and see which muscle I am using.