I'm not doing anything

Hi, supahprotist.

That sounds Ti/Fe-problem to me. I have noticed that sometimes other people can motivate me to really get involved into something. Although I'm interested in many theoretical subjects, it can occasionally be that I don't find enough motivation to really delve into some problem or question or topic in general because it doesn't feel important enough to my mind to invest lots of energy to that. But when someone presents me a problem or I socially commit to something, I can really immerse myself into that (if that's something I also find interesting). I have noticed that same tendency in those of my friends who have Fe-function. And the opposite tendency in those who have Fi-function: they can really find the meaning within themselves. I could be completely wrong in this but I think the feeling of "importantness" becomes via F-functions, and having Fe means you have to get that from outside of you. 

For me, being Ti-lead and Fe-inferior, it is really important to have the right amount of company of other people, not too little and not too much. I don't know what is your situation but maybe being more around other people could bring more feelings of meaning. (I hope that didn't sound too offensive. It's pretty difficult for me to express myself in english and I may sound too blunt.)

How can I develop my Fe?

I hope you can find some good'ol anticipation, wonder and joy in your life soon!

good luck! *hugs*